Tide

I think this is it. Everything is turning. Shouldn't be too long now. Pity.

But then, all times must end. And who knows? It should better. Eventually.

...SORRY...OUT OF SERVICE...JINGLE BELLS...

I believe it was Winston Chruchill who said, "You smell like you fucked 7 men in 6 hours, Ms. Astor." This is besides the point though.

I guess it's the final point on the horizon that appeals, I cease to doubt and the little niggling things, even if it does all glow dark. It's an intriguing goal, but an easy way. besides, it nice to feel the anxiety every now and again, especially now that I pretty much know how to turn it off. I just need to find a tide to turn back. it worked for Canute, it can work for me.

The trigger is the norm, caffeine, sugar, grease, and violence. Watching the righteous plow down their enemies always excites, it's just reigning it in. The key is restraint and thought, as always. I no longer harbour illusions there are many others who deal with it, just a few. Doesn't bother me too much.

It wish it didn't smell like wet pot in the halls, and I wish they'd shut up for a bit. Damn drums.

Paper Smear

The problem is that I have no intention of forwarding the paper chase. The point is to reduce impediments not get new ones.

Everyone's going crazy from stress, losing more and more people each week to the spread. Between that and flu, can't get anything done on time or well. Fallout isn't helping wither, but need to blow off stress somewhere.

NEEDS THE DRUM FILL YEAH! BOOM DA YADDA!
just a few more weeks
That too.

Time to sleep

The snow is down, at long last, and now I want to hibernate again. Long sleep at least as long as shoveling occurs. Back already hurts from the lack of practice shovelling the wet stuff.

Finally got back into hobbies, enough to get into sleep. I hate dreaming about it, waking up thinking I need some beans and a tarp.

Also, I need to find those people.

Plug

It's back in my head, that damn electricity again, trying to wind me up. I have to focus on everything, I can hear the packing tape unwinding, the cars splashing through the street, the long distance screaming of children. I can't block it out. So I think that seal the next few hours hear until I can shake it all off. Bit off rum and a smoke should help.

I think the swan beater got stuck away. Moved up to larger game. I can't tell though, haven't bugged my authorities.

Have to calm down, but have to get some energy. It was GOOD for a while there, unambiguously. They wanted me around. Repeat, even if it means going back to ... that.

Ear worm

The problem with the muzak playing over the PA system is that pop music isn't universally bad. If it was, it would be so much easier to ignore. But no, every now and again they play a catchy song. Because I don't pay attention, all I get is a fraction of the lyrics, or worst of all, the beat, and it gets stuck in my head.

Still happening right now, it's at least a little easier with the Internet, but before then, blargh. it literally has taken a decade to get certain songs out of the cobwebbed corners of my mind. One hit wonders are the bane of my pitiful existence.

Damned Olive.

Warm Rains

The wet was too warm, brought out the frogs. Nearly tripping over the damned things walking around, poor little bastards are going to freeze.

Found a dead bird, broke itself on a window. Poor little guy was still warm, still had it's eyes. Very soft and very light. I moved him out of the way of the footpath, at least he won't be kicked.

I don't feel right.

Brain Boot

Feel much better, cleaner almost. Got rid of those mental cobwebs stuck in the skull and just clamed down. I was tired of having a tight chest, and this helps. Still need to make some changes though...

Teachers correct mistakes. By correcting the mistake, the student will learn from the mistake. Although many possible variants exist, not correcting helps no one. You have to show them why it is wrong.

I'm also going to have to stop sleeping with the window open. Tired of waking up with a frozen ass. I also need some eggs.

Important Law News

Just got through the legal system:
It is now a crime to dress up your cat or dog to make it "look cuter"

The punishment is stoning.