Take-Out is Tasty.

Tribalism bothers me, in that it's far too prevalent. People desiring to take over all they see and own, not realizing there is so much more.

At least Genghis Khan was ambitious enough to actually own most everything. Actually being ruler of half the world does entitle you to some ego in your dealings.

Fear of Hell/Promise of Heaven

I guess it was a matter of time, that that which was sown would be reaped. The sad part is that all shall experience the harvest, not just those who felt such anger and ignorance would be in their best interest, or fools in need of a scapegoat.

He almost took out a bunch of kids, just because he was pissed off at some phantom spectre that never really was, and certainly wasn't there.

An ounce of thought on his part could of helped, but no.

Random

I am forced to think of the path of a leaf, side to side, down and down, as I hear shrieks of joy and mindlessness.

Kempt

Las Vegas is in my thoughts a lot these days. I've wondered how long it can survive. It depends utterly on having all it's water and electricity imported, and as both are becoming more precious, how long can a city known for excessive consumption last. It doesn't help that it's the fastest grown city in the States, and if all these people just have to have green grass in the middle of the desert, I think it's only a matter of time before the lights dim.

Imagine that, new pyramid ruins within my lifetime.

Trepanning

Damn obsessiveness got bad this week. Just this damn loop going through my head, "Hurt women" over and over again. What the hell is that about? Women ain't done anything to me, just people. Is this how bad stuff happens, people having to act on this? That you just have to get it out of your head like a song, except one doesn't listen to it to remove it?

Still good to find some old songs I didn't have a title to. Olive's "You're Not Alone" has been in my head for the last 6 years at least without a name, and I finally found it at random. It hasn't been playing non-stop, just at 2 AM when I was feeling lonesome. They keep telling me to volunteer or go to church to meet people. Why the hell go there when others find people in much less awkward places? I know how it would go to: those things would just creep into my life, moving other things out of the way. I don't think I could dole out magazine to cancerous 80 year old's telling me to enjoy life for very long before it started to get to me. And as for church, I'm pretty sure some antagonist trait would activate in me. At best I'd sit there feeling like a liar, at worst would be some sort of clandestine spiritual sabotage. Happy people with a functioning buffer between themselves and the world bug me. I want them to hurt like me. I want them to feel it. I want them to see the teeth chewing them.

Flot

Had to clean out the shelves today. I enjoyed it, I like cleaning. I enjoy putting things in their right place, making stuff fit in designated areas. Some of the crap went back years, and the IOUs had been stacking for a while. The most irritating things we're other people's properties that had been left for months or even years. Had to mail them out, make phone calls, or just plain repurpose them.

I figure, people steal stuff from us all the time, it's only right to steal stuff back occasionally.

Energies gone all strange. Probably due to the whole booze thing. Fairly recovered though. Getting better, just have to try and get people out earlier. And try and figure out why others come at all.

Bit worried, bit relieved.

Logical Conclusion

I suppose the next step would be to prevent them from ever having the bonds in the first place, to replace them with more docile connections to either inanimate things or better yet, that which can be controlled. If you have the social aspect of a creature, you have the creature.

i wish julie was here, not me

Dry Rot

The passage of time bothers me, as stated before. A few months ago, there we're missing posters everywhere, not they annouce MURDERED, that parts have been found. Still using the same pictures. Haven't found who did it. how much more can it change? How long will it be before I can look at posts again without a reminder?
its getting to me
I know this happens everywhere, why does it feel like it's just this place that has this feeling, this kind of twisted dark optimism, that no matter the horror and problems one can become better, or at least peaceful? This place is full of failures trying to relax or at least survive, and they just play off one another, getting worse.
its getting into me
Bus drivers have to be the most angry sons-of-bitches to walk the Earth.

Review Time?

Went to the movie theatre early in the day. Saw WALL*E. Probably shouldn't go alone to a kids movie. Good though.

What was interesting about it is that it was a decent piece of science fiction, which is more than you can say about a lot of the big name ones that involve using science to fix stupid mistakes. It didn't even blame using technology, just overuse. The Luddite streak that runs through pop culture (unless you can kill someone with it) is a little annoying, so it's refreshing to find one that doesn't employ it.

I also enjoyed the lack of language to the first half hour, and the odd use of live-action sequences, which though jarring in a sense, are put to good use.

Recommended. Even if overprotective mothers leer at you all move long.

SPORK!

Payday, and then a laid back short week. Pretty much perfect conditions to ensure I get nothing done.

I need to talk to you about pants, or shorts, or skirts, or whatever you wear over your undies. They need to cover your ass. No exceptions. Especially in public places. The 2nd fold shouldn't be touching the bus seats, alright?

Went to a Burger King today. I like being with a professional, no matter where. Today I got a cashier who knew her duty inside out, and I appreciated. Quick and enunciated. Deeply appreciated.

I think I'm getting better at knowing when people are trying to sell me things. The attempts just seem so hollow now.

I wonder when the plaque is coming? Too many street kids. Brazil is a nightmare. Too much life, like how cancer works. World needs chemo, but that will kill a lot of healthy bits too.

Why is it that I can tolerate Jagermeister but not Sambuca when the have the same basic taste? Is it the herbs?

Goodbye to old garbage. Would that more would follow soon.