Proteus

And I shall dwell in the house of the lord forever.
I didn't teach him that part.

Talisman

Got rid of that shopping cart. I think it had the light and needed to go back to the stall. They've really stepped up security on those things.

I know it's not true, but magical thinking is less pathetic than the real reason. It was just, well, no one else is going to take it back, so the onus fell on me. Passing the buck is why there's so much garbage here anyhow.

I want my hair back.

I think it's technical term is mania.

All Over

The lights got me now. I couldn't get away, and now it's here. I hope it goes away soon. It's so thick, an opaque blue pushing me.

There's garbage everywhere. It's not picked up because they don't own it. They just look at it and feel bad. Fuck's sake. I need a big bag to get it.

I don't feel right.

Colour

Took a walk today in the dark. All the windows and and street lights gave off a blue light that kept people bright. It bothered me deeply. I saw so few people. I had to swing for a bit to calm down. Then i found a shopping cart.

Brain Weevil

I heard a proverb recently. It doesn't mean much, it just strikes me funny is all. You decide.
As a dog shall return to its vomit, so too shall a fool return to his folly.
I might just read the Bible one day. The language is quite poetic.
hard to say really

Behold

Behold, for I am an idol on shaking grounds. The alpha and the omega! Look upon me and despair! Etc.

let's get this right, okay?

Cut That Out

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP.

Tired Gatorade

I know why it bothers you. The quiet isn't filled and you need something in it. I can hear it.
Very well.

Factoid

Be glad that we come from nothing. Improvements can be made, at least.
Sports fans are socially acceptable nerds.
That is all.

Genitalia

You people really need to get a muzzle on your urges. The fact that your genitals can get you into so much trouble is remarkable. you have not found your true love before you're 20. Thinking so results in filing for alimony or visitation rights about a year or two later. At least use a fucking rubber. It's just your meat trying to trick you. Those feelings are all chemicals trying to get you puppets to reproduce as much as possible so it doesn't matter when big cats eat you. I haven't seen too many big cats, and if you're not raising livestock, you haven't either. It's damn annoying to see you reading your legal briefs in public too. Not too mention that habit of licking your fingers to turn the page. Use all your fingers and keep your filthy hands out of your filthy mouth. Or better yet, read them at home.
fuck I need vodka

Blarg

Why are teenager's who are strictly raised go nuts when alone? The alcohol consumption is nutty in and of itself. I guess it's a forbidden fruit thing.

Not much else to say. Music soothes the savage beast.

Herd

Not my thoughts, but I need them out:
So many of them are so weak, they can't stand up without a network. Just have to be the same or they break. I guess it makes sense, we are nothing if not a tribal animal.
Had to think about porn recently. Realized we're quite close to saturation, so much so our personalities are changing. Men are brasher, women are more submissive, and all sides are more lewd. That's in an assignment somewhere I think. Probably not so much a development as a loss of subtlety.
People should really eat more vegetables. You all look so hollow.
why was I sitting down so much during PE? as it for instructions?

Faces

There's something wrong with their faces, and I can't quite tell what it is. It's almost like a sneer, but permanent and I'm not as certain about it. What causes it? Do they do it consciously because they're angry about something? I know no one's life turns out like they want it to, but they don't have to be so angry about it. Maybe it's a social thing. They see other people doing it, and just pick it up. Maybe they're having family problems. Their relatives bring their problems home and it imprints in attitude. Do I have it?

I just can't be sure.

Thought

To consider the state of the world is hazardous. I guess that's generally why people own large amounts of happy meal toys. Or shoot up places. All for the best really.

It is my belief that the largest cause of depression in some parts of the social strata is deviantart. Mostly passive aggressive or aggressive aggressive young women who people think for some reason are lesbians. They aren't, I don't think, they just play too much Yu-Gi-Oh.

Perspective is a very useful thing. However, in moderation. I think it's dulling me. I feel like a charcoal drawing by a manipulative high school art student with a bad haircut.

Movie idea later.
When things are quiet, I can hear Gwen Stefanie on the wind.

Creative Disposal

If there's someone you don't like, I recommend the following:
1. Kill them.
2. Remove the fat.
3. Burn the rest.
4. Cook the fat and ashes together in a big pot.
5. Pour into molds for cheap soap.

You can now sell your enemy to poor quality motels in Michigan.

Also, it appears that Fig Newtons are gristly. You have been warned.
If you continue, vanilla wafers will be next.

Scheme

It's a little hard but you could control the world:
1. Create a private stock of edible fish
2. Fasten eyebrows to the rest of the world's edible fish

Everyone will have to buy your fish, because no one could kill fish who could express emotions with their eyes.

the suburbanites cut down the trees because they fear the dark.

Schwa

What causes willful ignorance? What causes someone to just decide to shut down and drift? Is it because it's tiresome to think this stuff out, or is it laziness? You really do need to consider things before acting. Use terminator vision, than it will be fun.

Soapboxes are rare, and modern corners are either on the edges of highways or too crowded.

I am missing my crutch. I shall see you later. I'm thinking about getting a robot.

So very tired.

Yar

Finally, I am online. The people around me have stiff necks which are bent to the side. They don't look around, just at their nose or some personal focal point. I could walk into about 70% of people with an outstretched fist and they wouldn't see it coming. Many of them could even be run down by a shopping cart. You notice it most often at Walmart, a depressing place. People without hope shopping for things shipped in bulk made by wage slaves that they don't really need. Even Walmart analogues don't have that particular, even if their the same in spirit.

Your coffee is quite cruel.

When did petticoats come back into fashion? Are young women trying to show their midriff? They still have shirts on though. You can see the form of their body, I get it now. We're children always slutty? I suppose, just our culture that made them verbotten for a time. I still don't get the petticoats.

Part of new culture I suppose. Like a reverse of Victorian: garish and vulgar in public, more refined and civilized once you are in the private or know them more. Hard to say.
Farewell 'til later.